Once Again

Back to blogging.Am I Awake?

I want ME to change this time. I know I have been missing for ages from blogging. I’m always lazy to blog and I have no purpose to blog for. Instead, I do stuffs that are meaningless. Entertainment from Games, especially DOTA. A game that most boys plays this generation. Too much of this entertainment holds one back. It kills your time and your life. PS: For those who don’t know much about the game, it’s a map from the game, Warcraft, Frozen Throne, that you play over and over again, except, you play it again with a different hero, different teammates and opponents. The task in the game is to destroy the opponent’s throne to win the game. That is where the addiction kicks in. An average duration to complete the game takes about 40 minute to 1 hour and 10 minutes.

This was where I saw myself as a useless person. Half of my Life was destroyed from that game. A game that only satisfies temporary when you win the game, it’s F***ing ridiculous.

Gamers;

Over & Repeating Entertainment = Lifeless, Wasted.

Now you readers know, what I been doing for these years, it really kills.

It was sad. Not to mention, there are other stuffs too, but I don’t think I want to touch on that.

My Amendment.

Well, I’m strongly inspired now. Most of them came from my surroundings. Before this, knowing many friends who are already decided what they want in their future and looking at me, still undecided yet. I saw in their eyes, many were just plain determined, some were so random, some were confident but not so sure, some were convinced from parents & friends, and only few knew what they really wanted. Same questions had thrown me a thousand times, “So what are you planning to do?”, “My son, Oh, he decided to take medicine, pursuing to be a Doctor,” “Oh I’m going to do Business” “I am going to master in English.” “I am going to do Law!” “mass-com” “And me?” I don’t know. I was in the state of total lost, but not for long. I came out with options in my mind, first was piloting, second was hotel management, third was accountancy, forth was into cooking and the last was a last resort, following my dad’s footsteps to become an electrical engineer. It was a long process to actually and firmly and genuinely and properly decide a path from my options.

On the other hand, when it comes to this point when someone to come up to you, “I do look up high on you” seeing you’re capable in taking possessions of something, strikes in your mind. It’s a strong compliment which you’re not sure you may or may not deserve it. Why hesitate? Maybe because you think it might not been proven yet or maybe you’re in the process of improving that, it showed people to see the change in you. And that, it is a sign of respect you don’t want to dilute it. “Do not be proud before you achieve and prove something.”

To be Continue.