And Again.

Deep inside every girlfriends, ask yourself "Does your boyfriend really really, Really Loves you?" a boyfriend that will take care of you, that will always be there when you need em, always wish you good night sleeps, wish you up in the morning just to hear your voice, caress you gently, surprise you with the cutest gift that no other girls can buy, and the only guy person that understands, your needs. Understands that once he is in a relationship with you, he would quit smoking and limits his amount of days in clubs. Nonetheless, the only fear that everyone have is, you shouldn't have 2 or more relationships at a time. If you have marked all the points, you should know the answer and you can consider yourself being the luckiest girlfriend in life. But ask again, "Is your Boyfriend, the luckiest boyfriend in life?"

And one more thing, a boyfriend who is capable to protect. A guy who can rescue you when you're in trouble. Haha. I'm not encouraging you to go after the gangster boyfriends or anything, as they are generally easy to get in fights, and highly temperamental. Do you feel secure in that way?

I was kind of weak back then.

Flashing back the past, 2 months ago. 59 days back. New Year's eve. I went countdown with my friends at Sunway Pyramid. it was 1.14 am. Year 2009 already. I was hanging with 2 of my girl friends waiting for my sister to reach pyramid from a barbecue countdown at an unknown beach on the way to Port Dickson, so we can get back together with lesser problems because my parents were still awake and waiting us to come back home. Well, we were at the pyramid entrance, viewing across the 5 foot way, people were still having snow spray wars, girls were screaming and yelling "NOOO" when they get sprayed. The guys were chasing after them with that screaming weapon. Different girls they sprayed on, different sounds they get.

While staring at the situation, this bunch of malay guys were wandering around us with their sickening snow spray. I knew my friends were having that no good expression. Both of them hated the snow spray.
"ed vinn, i think we better get inside."
"we go now, faster walk. Go go go."
*Sprayed*
"WTF"
I Shoved the guy with my palm, who sprayed one of my friend. he almost slump down and I gave him my anger look.
"JANGAN KACAU"
he stood up. giving me the "WTF" look.
"Kenapa?"
his gang came up, roughly 8 of them including him. they wanted to encircle me. I moved back, 8 feet away from the small entrance where my friends were inside already. 8 of them were quite skinny, aging about 17-19 years old. They have that look that they want to hit me.
I said with anger, "Kawan Saya TAK Suka Benda itu." even though I am one person only, i was nervous inside.
"Kenapa?" they guy reply the same thing. Then all of them came closer to me.
"GO AWAY" I shouted at them, moving backward and quickly into the small entrance.

2 security guards were at the small entrance. The main one was closed already. The securities were ensuring that no snow sprays were allowed in the building. The malay gang went in from the other side of the small entrance beside starbucks. One of my friend reported to one of the securites, "Itu Melayu di Luar nak Kacau kami!" i wanted to point at the guy who sprayed my friend but he went off after he saw us with the securities.

We sat down about an hour plus with the securities. Another 3 companion came. We talked while waiting till 3.20am and my sister reached. Took a taxi that cost rm25 to ss18, dropped off my friends home savely, and went back home. Baba And Mama, Yelling. And that was the end of it.

I pictured back again, I didn't have the strength to shoo the malay gang, instead I fled away. I was small. My friends were insecure. I felt weak.

And Now, I want to have that strength to protect. Give me at least 3 months.

To be Continue.